What's The Purpose??

 You know...it's just amazing to me how life works. You realize you have the power to create your own reality because literally none of this shit is real. We are literally spiritual souls inhabiting human body vessels living on a floating rock in the middle of big ass space. None of this actually matters. Because what really is the outcome of any of it? An inevitable death? Yet we're expected to maintain a certain lifestyle or have agreed that life is supposed to be a certain way until we reach this inevitable death; but the thing is none of us really know when it is, so when is the time to live and when is the time to work? What are we even really working towards? Because we should automatically have peace and happiness. Not a single soul on this earth ASKED to be born. We came here without permission in the name of fulfilling some sort of "purpose" and we're all supposed to have a different purpose in this game yet the game still has standards of each character? Now how is it supposed to be MY purpose if I'm expected to follow the same paths as others to achieve my "own" path? That doesn't make a lick of sense. You know what does make sense? Getting out of this simulation and creating my own path with divine guidance and intervention. I'm literally floating with life. Floating with and on this rock in space, doing my part to contribute and letting divine intervention do it's thing. As a divine soul inhabiting a human body as a vessel I see no reason to allow my emotions to be anything other than peaceful, joyous, and happy. Why would I allow that when I know everything works out exactly how it is supposed to. I've finally learned to control my emotions and I'm more than proud of myself for it. Because first of all, I did not ask to be here and you think I'm gonna allow this shit to piss me off? LMAO. Sike. Since someone thought it was okay to bring me back into this corrupt world, you're going to guide me from the cosmos to do exactly what it is you want me to do so I can get this shit over with. This can't be the same life I was rushing to get to when I was younger, otherwise I would've stayed my ass in a child's place. In any instance, I've cracked the code: emotional intelligence. Our emotions are energy, and energy creates our reality. What you put out you receive in everything you do. You do good work you achieve good results; you give half ass effort you receive half ass results. And it's nobody else's fault but our own when things go wrong...most of the time. You gotta factor in funky ass capitalism but that's a whole different conversation. And that's another thing when it comes to emotional intelligence: if you can change it, do something about it instead of complaining. If you literally have zero control over it then what are you upset for? Take that responsibility off of you and allow the universe to do her thing. That's why she's here: to spiritually handle things that we cannot physically take care of. Hence, why connecting with your spirit guides and ancestors and whatever other divine Beings you may believe in is key in this life. I don't quite care who you connect with, just connect with somebody, reach out for some help, and let someone else take care of you. We talk so much about how we want someone else to take care of us for once and it literally starts with us taking care of ourselves by letting the Universe take care of us. Then you'll see how everything else starts falling into place. But also, here's the other thing that goes with that: you gotta learn to let go. Everything is temporary, even us--especially people. So you can want and desire something all day long, put in the work all day long, but if you do not learn to let go of the outcome it will not happen. If someone is choking you then you literally cannot breathe a breath of fresh air until they let go of your throat. Same goes with the outcome of your goals. You can struggle, fight, cry, scream, etc all you want because things aren't going your way but until you give your desires room to breathe and unhand the outcome then you'll never see them come to fruition. OR you will, and may not appreciate it because you were entirely too fixated on it. On the other hand, a result of that may be you not even enjoying the outcome because it was YOUR desired outcome, not the outcome that was destined for you. Sometimes the universe will actually send us exactly what we want to show us we're actually better off without it. Everything happens exactly how it is supposed to, so when something is genuinely meant to be in your life it will come so effortlessly. You'll never have to chase it; chasing something assumes that it's running away from you and that means it doesn't want to be here if you have to chase it. Why work so hard towards something that has proven it doesn't want to be here. This goes for relationships as well. Yes, that particular relationship/connection you're thinking of right in this moment. But anyway, when you surrender to life in whole you begin to recognize exactly how little effort is required and you don't have to exert all your energy to achieve what you want. Imagine thinking your destiny is a corporate office job--and it could be for some; I'm not taking that from them--but the Universe really has a life of you doing what you're passionate about and financial freedom and luxury waiting for you. The door is unlocked they're just waiting for you to surrender and see the key: letting the hell go. Every milestone in life is just that: a milestone. A pit stop. Nothing is permanent. There is always room for growth and development but some people think their right now is the best that it gets and that's far from the truth. Stagnancy is what we call that, when you get comfortable in one spot for a little too long. You know why you don't love that person anymore or why you suddenly hate your job? You're outgrowing it. Pluto is also currently in Capricorn. More people are starting to absolutely hate the work they do now, and the Universe is making it so painfully obvious that it's time for them to move on. Some people enjoy living in the misery of what they do for work now because they're comfortable with living in fear of taking the next step--minus capitalism having its part to play in it-- but their soul is literally SCREAMING at them to redirect their life because this part of the contract is actually over now. Reflect on your emotions when you do certain things. When you're at work, what emotions do you feel. What do you enjoy doing? Or do you even know. Journal and do some shadow work and then when you figure out what it is you like to do and how do you feel while doing it? Now of the various things you enjoy doing, because it should be multiple things, what could you see yourself doing long-term and what could just stay a hobby/pastime/outlet? That's how you begin figuring out your passions and destiny. We've done the things we're passionate about effortlessly and probably didn't even realize it until right now. Not everything you're passionate about has to be for monetary gain, but what skillset do you have that you enjoy putting the effort towards and wouldn't mind being financially compensated for it? You can still have passions outside of your main passion that are your escape. The whole point is to find internal and eternal peace and happiness. Who said you had to find a passion to escape solely because you hate the work you do now? You can absolutely love what you do and still require a break from it so that you can continue to still love it. Things can get old and repetitive quickly if we allow them to. That break can give you time to reinvent and rebrand it so that you can continue to love it as well. Do you know how many changes Apple, Google, Microsoft, etc went through? And the way they continuously reinvent themselves? They understand the assignment. We are all a business; constantly reinventing and rebranding ourselves. That's life. Constantly upgrading and improving but at a steady pace. Just because something may not work right now doesn't mean it won't ever work nor do you have to rush to make it work right now because now your intentions behind it aren't as pure and that energy will cause it to fall. When you do things for the wrong reasons it almost always backfires in some shape or form; some peoples Ls are just a little louder than others depending on the circumstance but best believe every single person inhabiting this floating rock has experienced a loss of some sort. Don't let anyone try to make you believe everything has been peaches and cream; they just choose to not disclose their Ls, and that's their business, but the key to improvement is acknowledging what the issue is in the first place. If you don't know what's wrong you can't fix it. That is all.